This line, "I am easily over-stimulated, I have a racing brain, and reading takes me out of myself. It is my self-care, my meditation, my way to find an equilibrium in order to face the world" really spoke to me. I feel the same; reading is my sanctuary, my escape. And I bloody love it 💕
Came here to say this too! For a few years, I felt that something was missing but I couldn’t put my finger on what that was. I realised it was that I hadn’t been making time for reading. Reading has been such a big part of my life, ever since I was very young. I struggled to make friends as a child, and reading has always felt as though it’s the only thing I’ve been good at — it’s given me solace in so many ways.
Well, for me the funny thing is... I read in cycles. I usually have to stop myself from reading at all, because when I start I can't stop, it's literally like an addiction 😂😂😂.
Really appreciate this openness! It reminds me of Oliver Burkeman, who asks "What are you going to fail at in this season?" - by answering the question, we're acknowledging we can't do everything and need a clear sense of what we're saying 'no' to. This question made me so uncomfortable to answer, because we are always trying to do it all!
Great read. I think we love to pretend the person who reads hundreds of books a year, has a great social life, has nailed the art of cooking, is fit as a fiddle etc etc are all the same person and not snippets of individual people we admire. Can I ask - how do you approach books you don’t enjoy? Do you persevere or put down? Do you have a rule for how many pages you’ll commit before deciding to give up?
I give up if it hasn't grabbed me in 50-70 pages. I'm also clearer now on the genres I like and don't like. For eg, I know Hilary Mantel is amazing and it's awful I haven't read her, BUT -- I don't like historical fiction (currently) and so I don't read any. Ditto thrillers, which I found frustrating. I don't read any anymore!
We can do everything but not at the same time. We must choose what we can do, want to do, and need to know in moments of time. Then, we can continue to add more reading, art, exercise, cooking, family time, work, and other parts of life that are so important. Just not at all the same time - so if there is time in the day for one of these activities, that’s great! Love this read so much as I have been one of those people who admire readers as someone who spends more time creating art. I also was reminded of the power of should. Shoulds can alter the present moment.
Oh yes yes yes. I relate so much - reading is like breathing to me. There is also no “before” time. I just never don’t have a book on the go, or on my mind. And as for reading, I’m all about pockets of time too - especially at work. I read on my lunch breaks pretty much every day. Sometimes, too, reading is responsibility as I have a book podcast I need to prep for, but even so I find time before work and before bed. I don’t have kids, and I have a short commute so that helps. I also have a wonderful husband who cooks for me and tbh on the weeks he works night shifts, if he hasn’t pre-cooked something then I am also a heater-upper in favour of reading or recording a podcast or some other commitment.
Just wanted to say YES to all of this. I was nodding, nodding, nodding. I am also very much A Reader, and some of it counts as work but a lot of it is just because that's what I want to make time for. I'm going to save this link for the next time someone asks me this question. Great piece. Thanks for sharing it.
For me substack is my social media replacement and I feel so much more nourished for it so thank you for a great read.
I too find reading a way to quiet my racing mind. I know I can find time to read because when it’s a good book I’m glued to it and I finish it in no time but I’n the first to complain that my kids get in the way!
The slower nature is definitely appealing. It feels like here on substack we're able to digest and consider the content we consume, whereas so much of social media these days is flashy, in your face presentation that can't really be mindfully absorbed. Love your newsletter!
Pandora!!! I'm a religious HL fan and was delighted to stumble on your Substack today. Absolutely loved this. Thank you. I always found myself envious of you (and anyone else who is an avid reader) for gobbling up books. I go through phases of reading, but when I finish a book I always think to myself 'damn, I'm the shit.' and won't shut up to people about how "I was reading last night" in this weird moral-high-ground-seeking way. It's SO weird. Why are we like this?? Lol. Anyway looking forward to reading more of your archive <3
The moralizing of reading over other forms of leisure (especially social media) is such an interesting point. Why is it that scrolling Tiktok feels great in the moment but then also that its rotting your brain, in a way that reading even a 'trashy' novel doesn't?
Elif Batuman was talking about this the other day and had a theory that it was to do with books having a singular voice and perspective, vs social media having a million different voices so not giving you time to fully see one perspective through. An interesting theory but I don't think totally explains it!
That point by Elif is smart - but I don’t think that’s the same thing or at least the reason for the snobbery. I think it’s because social media and tv are passive entertainment (for the most part) and therefore easier to ingest. And things that are seen as base/ easily consumed by the masses have always been put lower on the cultural/ moral totem
this reminds me of the book stolen focus (johann hari) which briefly but powerfully goes through the “message” of the “medium” of various forms of media. the medium of short form video streams is, keep watching at all costs. the medium of a trashy beach read could be, stay in this fun, racy little world for a time.
Loved this. It's so easy to feel guilty about not finding the time to do the things you 'should'. Shall heed the 'going to bed at the same time as the kids to read' advice as that sounds nothing short of magic!
I cannot express how much I relate to this. Especially as someone who has suffered with insomnia!! Also I find people always get embarrassed about their reading tastes whereas I’ve always deeply felt like it doesn’t matter for one second what you choose to read as long as you’re enjoying it. The worse feeling is doing something because you feel like you have to in order to keep up when there’s so much more joyous ways we could be spending our time! Thank you for writing this Pandora 🌹
Yes I've been thinking about this, recently - for EG my comfort reads are not books that I would necessarily cover on Book Chat. Does that mean I'm ashamed of them, or that they serve different purposes? Continuing to muse on that!
My head and my heart are tempests of dark and trouble. Incessant torrents of worry and negativity. I reach for books the way most normal, healthy, well-adjusted people reach out to a friend. Books are my closest companions. My community of sacred fellowship. They are strong, stable, and sure in the face of my too-much-ness. An unflappable presence in the malestrom that is me.
I read a lot. I don't watch TV. I don't argue with people online. I don't get my nails done...
About fifteen years ago, I realized the time I used watching cooking and traveling shows, I could be cooking, traveling, writing, and reading. I got off the couch and began DOING instead of consuming.
this newsy has quickly become my comfort read. also that piece on grief - so special & so important 💌
Isn't it! I'm so glad to hear that, thank you.
Such a great read, thank you!
This line, "I am easily over-stimulated, I have a racing brain, and reading takes me out of myself. It is my self-care, my meditation, my way to find an equilibrium in order to face the world" really spoke to me. I feel the same; reading is my sanctuary, my escape. And I bloody love it 💕
Came here to say this too! For a few years, I felt that something was missing but I couldn’t put my finger on what that was. I realised it was that I hadn’t been making time for reading. Reading has been such a big part of my life, ever since I was very young. I struggled to make friends as a child, and reading has always felt as though it’s the only thing I’ve been good at — it’s given me solace in so many ways.
I came here to say this too. This is 100% me and it shocked me to read it from someone else. Thank you so much for sharing!
Well, for me the funny thing is... I read in cycles. I usually have to stop myself from reading at all, because when I start I can't stop, it's literally like an addiction 😂😂😂.
Really appreciate this openness! It reminds me of Oliver Burkeman, who asks "What are you going to fail at in this season?" - by answering the question, we're acknowledging we can't do everything and need a clear sense of what we're saying 'no' to. This question made me so uncomfortable to answer, because we are always trying to do it all!
I love him! Sage advice.
Great read. I think we love to pretend the person who reads hundreds of books a year, has a great social life, has nailed the art of cooking, is fit as a fiddle etc etc are all the same person and not snippets of individual people we admire. Can I ask - how do you approach books you don’t enjoy? Do you persevere or put down? Do you have a rule for how many pages you’ll commit before deciding to give up?
I give up if it hasn't grabbed me in 50-70 pages. I'm also clearer now on the genres I like and don't like. For eg, I know Hilary Mantel is amazing and it's awful I haven't read her, BUT -- I don't like historical fiction (currently) and so I don't read any. Ditto thrillers, which I found frustrating. I don't read any anymore!
We can do everything but not at the same time. We must choose what we can do, want to do, and need to know in moments of time. Then, we can continue to add more reading, art, exercise, cooking, family time, work, and other parts of life that are so important. Just not at all the same time - so if there is time in the day for one of these activities, that’s great! Love this read so much as I have been one of those people who admire readers as someone who spends more time creating art. I also was reminded of the power of should. Shoulds can alter the present moment.
Good question, I still feel bad when I put a book away before finishing it
I do know what you mean - I feel very mean and neglectful
Oh yes yes yes. I relate so much - reading is like breathing to me. There is also no “before” time. I just never don’t have a book on the go, or on my mind. And as for reading, I’m all about pockets of time too - especially at work. I read on my lunch breaks pretty much every day. Sometimes, too, reading is responsibility as I have a book podcast I need to prep for, but even so I find time before work and before bed. I don’t have kids, and I have a short commute so that helps. I also have a wonderful husband who cooks for me and tbh on the weeks he works night shifts, if he hasn’t pre-cooked something then I am also a heater-upper in favour of reading or recording a podcast or some other commitment.
Just wanted to say YES to all of this. I was nodding, nodding, nodding. I am also very much A Reader, and some of it counts as work but a lot of it is just because that's what I want to make time for. I'm going to save this link for the next time someone asks me this question. Great piece. Thanks for sharing it.
For me substack is my social media replacement and I feel so much more nourished for it so thank you for a great read.
I too find reading a way to quiet my racing mind. I know I can find time to read because when it’s a good book I’m glued to it and I finish it in no time but I’n the first to complain that my kids get in the way!
I think I've also partly replaced social media with Substack. There's something much slower/ more immersive about it.
The slower nature is definitely appealing. It feels like here on substack we're able to digest and consider the content we consume, whereas so much of social media these days is flashy, in your face presentation that can't really be mindfully absorbed. Love your newsletter!
Beautifully put Kylie-Ann! I too feel like substack has become my social media replacement, but wasn't really aware of it until reading your comment.
Pandora!!! I'm a religious HL fan and was delighted to stumble on your Substack today. Absolutely loved this. Thank you. I always found myself envious of you (and anyone else who is an avid reader) for gobbling up books. I go through phases of reading, but when I finish a book I always think to myself 'damn, I'm the shit.' and won't shut up to people about how "I was reading last night" in this weird moral-high-ground-seeking way. It's SO weird. Why are we like this?? Lol. Anyway looking forward to reading more of your archive <3
I will now send this article to every person who asks me from here on how do I read so much. Thank you.
The moralizing of reading over other forms of leisure (especially social media) is such an interesting point. Why is it that scrolling Tiktok feels great in the moment but then also that its rotting your brain, in a way that reading even a 'trashy' novel doesn't?
Elif Batuman was talking about this the other day and had a theory that it was to do with books having a singular voice and perspective, vs social media having a million different voices so not giving you time to fully see one perspective through. An interesting theory but I don't think totally explains it!
That said I can’t pretend that the temporality of a Tik tok video would stay with me in the same way as a book
That point by Elif is smart - but I don’t think that’s the same thing or at least the reason for the snobbery. I think it’s because social media and tv are passive entertainment (for the most part) and therefore easier to ingest. And things that are seen as base/ easily consumed by the masses have always been put lower on the cultural/ moral totem
this reminds me of the book stolen focus (johann hari) which briefly but powerfully goes through the “message” of the “medium” of various forms of media. the medium of short form video streams is, keep watching at all costs. the medium of a trashy beach read could be, stay in this fun, racy little world for a time.
Loved this! And, I will forever ask if the high low is coming back! 🙃
hahahah, it's a compliment :)
Loved this. It's so easy to feel guilty about not finding the time to do the things you 'should'. Shall heed the 'going to bed at the same time as the kids to read' advice as that sounds nothing short of magic!
Tragically, an early bed is my greatest joy!
Far from tragic.
I cannot express how much I relate to this. Especially as someone who has suffered with insomnia!! Also I find people always get embarrassed about their reading tastes whereas I’ve always deeply felt like it doesn’t matter for one second what you choose to read as long as you’re enjoying it. The worse feeling is doing something because you feel like you have to in order to keep up when there’s so much more joyous ways we could be spending our time! Thank you for writing this Pandora 🌹
Yes I've been thinking about this, recently - for EG my comfort reads are not books that I would necessarily cover on Book Chat. Does that mean I'm ashamed of them, or that they serve different purposes? Continuing to muse on that!
Yes totally agree! Anything that gets you to want to keep reading is good! Life’s too short otherwise.
People ask me exactly the same thing about cooking- because I love it?! And for reading, well I do that to warrant being horizontal in bed ♥️
My head and my heart are tempests of dark and trouble. Incessant torrents of worry and negativity. I reach for books the way most normal, healthy, well-adjusted people reach out to a friend. Books are my closest companions. My community of sacred fellowship. They are strong, stable, and sure in the face of my too-much-ness. An unflappable presence in the malestrom that is me.
I read a lot. I don't watch TV. I don't argue with people online. I don't get my nails done...
About fifteen years ago, I realized the time I used watching cooking and traveling shows, I could be cooking, traveling, writing, and reading. I got off the couch and began DOING instead of consuming.